Today, i din expect this will happened.
Actually thinking of going beach happily with evil twin and mei.
but end up i emo and mei cheering me and evil twin went off.
i feel so sad that he went off.
I cried infront of mei !

Today went to the beach, emo emo emo.
Walking until where i also cried.
I called lea and chatted.
Then hold mei hand walk to buy ice cream.
Then walk back bus interchange.

I today found out that mei bf is in ngee ann sec also.
I asked twin but he dont know.
After i reached bus interchange, it reminds me about what happened when waiting for mz.
While waiting, saw my neighbour,
and then mz was with his brother.
He want his brother to go with us SO MUCH !
But i dont want !!!
His brother will just like a extra to me.
Sorry of saying that but this what i feel.
I hate his brother for dont know what reason.
Sorry...

After that, went back home alone.
I want someone to accompany me on my way home,
but in the end, that person who accompany is not who i wanted !
At 9.30+ i reached home.
Sigh...

I guess evil twin will not msg me until i msg him
and, he wont even miss me eventhough i miss him sooo much.
My heart really hurts so much !
Even though i was with friends, i still want your msges and you to accompany me.
nvm, as you always hurt me and im used to it.