Blog has lots of short posts huh?
Yeah, so blog longer (:
hahas, i dun think you can stay here to read this long post, so dun read k?
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Fate, all are fate.
You are fated to be in this kind of sch.
You are fated to have this kind of friend.
You are fated to like this person.
You are fated not going to meet her.
You are fated not taking train with him.
You are fated to see him.
You are fated to find such a good friend.
Sigh, cant i fated to be in another sch?
Cant im fated not to have THIS KIND of friend?
Cant im fated to meet her so i also can take same train with him?
But maybe good that im fated not going meet her so i saw him.
I'm much more glad to have such a nice friend like JenLing in sec sch..
I still love primary sch the most..

Tanesha, cheerup!
I dont like my friends to be sad.
I know i cant do anything because im just an outsider.
and i dont know how to make you happy..
I'm so sorry ! Eventhough you said its not my fault,
i still feel so guilty to ask you out..
If i know today this will happen, i shouldn't have asked you out.
I'm so so sorry...

Didn't meant to be like that,
but ended up is like that..
Just dont understand,
why everything, is the opposite of what i feel.
I feel this to you, but you feel another way.
Sigh.. Should have stay at home everyday after sch !
Saturday and sunday cant go out.
Friday is backbone screening..
I feel so scared, but still have to go..
Just dont know what will happen.
What if my bone really have problem?
What if it is a need to go for an operation?
I dont want that to happen ! Sigh
The minutes i think of what will happen in the future, i feel ....